My first promise

Once upon a time I had a best friend, who always reminded me that I am not alone, not helpless, not disabled, I am a poet, I have many talents, 

I used to freely tell him all the problems, sorrows, joys, everything in my life. Maybe that was the biggest mistake of my life.

One day I said to him, what's the matter, my friend? Why are you so sad? Why are you always so upset? Please don't be so upset in front of me. Always try to smile.

In reply he said, I can't smile, I feel trouble when I try to smile

Then I told him, you should stand in front of the mirror three times in a day and try to smile. After a few days you will see that there is no problem in smiling.

These words of mine shook her mind from inside, he started thinking that I love him .

 One day he said to me

 - are you fall in love with me?

At that time I thought, maybe he is joking with me. After a while I realized it wasn't just a joke.

I just laughed, and said _ you are a mad.

Then he said - please tell the truth

-are you fall in love with me? Yes or no

- I talk to many people, no one talks like you. No one cares for me so much as you . I think you are fall in love with me.

I just said in my mind that it is not wrong to care for a dear friend .

 Next day I told him - I will never talk with you.

He said - I don't want to know why

I didn't expect this type of an answer from him, I was surprised and thought to myself - Is it real or a dream? Is it even possible?

 - i hate your heart's desire. I only see you as a friend.but you fall in love with me.

That day I tried so hard to convince him that I love him only as a friend but I failed. he said I am getting depressed thinking about these things.At that time I was speechless .I have no words to explain how much I was hurt by his strange behavior.

In reply I said to him - today only for your misconceptions our friendship going to ending .

 - If I talk to you, maybe your misconception will increase step bye step. when you cross the line of misconceptions then you break this misconception, only which day yourself say sorry to me. On that day I will talk to you but I don't know Will I be able to behave as freely and friendly as before? may be not be able to share all my problems, sorrows and joys like before.

A misconception is enough to ruin a beautiful relationship or friendship.

 At this moment I promised myself - I will change myself. I will not care about anyone. I will be as I am, who will not be broken by anyone's blows. 

Since that day, both of them have been silent, never speaking to each other till today.