Only If You Hold Me Back
Only If You Hold Me Back
I can not beg you
To love me back
As I never wanted
To be the one
Who gets shattered
When you left.
I owe you
To give me light
But,
I never wanted to hold you
Through tears of my eyes.
I have freed you
From my dreams
I have stopped looking
At any positive beam.
I have opened my hands
Rather hold you tight.
And smiled with you
And let you go
For your choice.
I would be happy to
Fight with my demons
And kill the hope of light
But I would never ask you
To come back into my life.
I would care for you forever
Even when we will not be together
For me, you will always be mine
Till the moon is dark
And the sun keeps its shine.
I promised myself
Only if you hold me back
Will come to you
Even if I have to
Fight with my fate.
But I can't beg you
To love me back.
As I never wanted to be the one
Who gets shattered
When you left.