Why I Started Liking You

See I know you might already know this but, I want to say it myself again.

The correct answer is I don't know why, but I do. We were around in 7th-8th class when it all started. I used to stay back at school to go home with pre-primary students, As usual, I was looking out of the window and searching for something to read, and then your house came where the bus used to stop to drop your brother but on that day you were out in your balcony and as I fought sight of you I looked you and then the bus moved but then our senior and head girl, Said me that I like you, first I argued here that I don't like you but then she said that she can tell by the way I look you and she has travelled that road already, and then from the very next day whenever bus stoped at your stop and you enter in the bus all student used to shout my name, for someday I ignored them but then I got irritated and I warned them not to do it again and if they do I will complain, and they never did it again.

But even then I didn't think anything about you, but soon I started thinking about you. That how competitive you are and ready to defend yourself and best of all arguing with me over silly things. But not even then did I start liking you, but then summer vacation before class 9th started and I started missing you and wishing the summer ends soon and then I got admission in JNV but it was tough for me. But at that time I used to think that you hated me as on many occasions you told me that you would like the school without me and that was the first time I realized that I can't befriend anyone with my nature so I started changing but it was tough but I changed. Do you remember our anchoring practices in class 10 for the annual function with father and when he asked for shouting the name of partners and I shouted your name, I was imagining us doing anchoring together? And then that year finished too and I moved out to another city. But there I wasn't comfortable talking to anyone because of my habit of keeping everything to me, and 2 to 3 months I was without friends there and all I had was you and a few friends to talk/chat with and that made me more fond of you.

Then I started thinking about telling about how I felt about you but I didn't have the guts to tell you directly so I asked for help from Mummun and I told her everything and told her to tell you. But I wasn't aware it was you who was replying. Then you blocked me I was very upset and then Munmun also blocked me ya I know I am an idiot.

I even tried to contact you with fake but it didn't work. And I lost hope

But after a few months, you unblocked me but again I did the stupidity.

But after doing that stupidity I am gonna do 1 more stupidity and I know it will be best for all.