Until Death Do Us Apart
Until Death Do Us Apart3 mins 106 3 mins 106
I finished my food while he was thinking deeply. I stood up and went to wash the dishes while he came and stood beside me, sometimes it was so easy when he was around. When I finished, he asked: "You should go and rest now. "
"I already did. "
"Don't you need more. "
"No, I don't. "
"Now, would you tell me?? "
"What do you want to know? " he asked with crooked smile, I was like blushing but it was something more important going on.
"Probably, everything." I answered with confidence.
"OK. You were sleeping and... "
I wasn't sleeping how could he tell that:
"I wasn't sleeping."
He half smiled :"You were my dear, you didn't realized. " I got confused. Do really I slept?
I didn't want to wait more, immediately I asked:"then... "
"A group of people with lights came in front of us, I stopped the car. "
Really. It was group of people. Why can't I relate to it. He must be telling truth, why would he lie? He loves me and he will always tell me truth. I trust him.
"I thought, I shouldn't interrupt you with sleep so I kept you in a comfortable position so you should sleep, and I went out to see what was the matter."
He told as if he was so confident, but I wasn't really relating it.
"what happened than? "
"You should not much worry Jaan, they were in search of some thieves who just ran before we arrived and was asking if I saw anyone." he replied anxiously.
I was now sure this is a made up story by him and he won't tell me like this. He rolled his eyes far from me. I asked:
"How many were they? "
"2 males and 1 female" he answered
Really how can that count as group of people.
"I felt lights like a flash of car and they were just 3 of them." as soon as I asked, he turned red.
"hmm" he said slowly.
I waited long and I realized that's the only answer I will get for now.
Well, I m fade up now. I don't want to question him. I think he will tell me when I need to know.
I asked him:"do you think I should know the truth."
"No. It's not the right time." yes, he was making story. There's something more to this. I felt curious but I repeated his words in mind.... Not right time. We went back to room. I hugged him tightly and asked:
"Is it something bad?" he looked at me with sad eyes and replied:"it depends, Jaan."
"Depends? On what? "
"It all depends on you." I was shocked by the answer.
"Will it affect us."
"It is about us." I listened him.
"And time will come when you need to choose." as soon I heard 'choose' I interrupted him.
"And I will always choose you. I can't live without you."
His eyes were so sad. I wasn't able to look at them. I wanted to overcome his fear, but first he needs to tell me what is it about.
I wanted him to trust these words so I told him again :"I love you and I will always do, whatever happens I will always be yours."
"I know you love me Jaan, I hope you do afterward" he waited for a long second and continued "......when you know about me and no questions about it right now, it's not time."
I left free my hands towards his cheeks and told him: "okay...... But mark my words.... I will always be yours till death do us apart and It is not easy for you to go even after that. I want you to be with me always."
"I am always there till you want." these words sound good for the current situation, right now I just want him to be around. I went to sleep again and he was humming music for me, it worked great for my thoughts to get silent.