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I want to fall in love with you slowly in the year (****) I want to feel the love of 1920 I always write anti-love, anti-relations and advise against falling in love but the truth will always be. 

In this instantaneous world of fickle connection. I want to fall in love with you slowly. 

I don't want butterflies in my stomach or electrifying kisses that send my senses into overdrive. 

I don't want to tell you my whole life story in one conversation. I don't want to rush into a relationship with you. I don't want to fall in love with the idea of you. 

I don't want to tick my imaginary checklist on how great you fare and let this be the base of our compatibility. I don't want to idealize you and the potential of what we could have. I don't want to like you to the extent that I lose sight of who I am. I don't look squarely into your eyes and smile at the Warmness in them. 

I want to relish the process of knowing you. Your quirks, and the little things that make you who you are. I want to be memorized by the stories you share and emboldened by the experiences that build you into the confident and strong person you are today. 

I want to interrupt your continuous chatter and ask you to breathe. Just for a change. I want to unravel your mind and discover the mysteries and secrets behind your flawless Confidence. I want to let down my guard and open my heart to the possibility of comfortable love I want to be in my skin and confident that I am loved for what I am and deserving of the love That I seek.

I want to know you on a deeper level beyond superficial appearance and shallow conversation. I want to be present right here with you at this moment as I find myself falling for you just as you glide your hands under mine and our finger magically fills the gap in each other fingers as if they were meant to in this backdrops off feeling attachment I want to take my time to form a bond that lasts I don't want to sort lived love that ends as fast as it started. I don't want an explosive love celebrated for its vibrancy that Feded almost instantly. I want the love that comes but once in a lifetime Or better last rest of the time.... 

I don't want a rom-com kind of love that has no practicality in reality. I don't want a Roller-coaster love that makes me insanely happy and extremely sad. I want someone who is both my soul mate and best friend.... ❤

I want spontaneity in Late-night chats and long road trips. I want time to be a testament to how far we have grown. I want to right kind of love where we look at each other and know that we have found our person. I want a safe love that makes me feel so assured and warm in your presence, as I can always count on you to catch me when I fall. I want the love that comes but once in a lifetime or better last rest of the time. 

I know it's 2023 and I seek the love of 1920 in this modern era of love. I want a love that withstands the test of time. I want a love that endures through hardship and thrives from pressure. 

I want us to be the odds that survived that's in the Era of left swipes and Tinder. I seek love that's true and tender... ❤