Now

With a fresh mind, air and plan, when I got up Saturday morning and tried to login into my office laptop, the system got locked due to three consecutive entry of wrong password. Opened my personal laptop a long time, but it also started giving problems. My world of reading and writing something got stopped...then I realized how writing makes my day!

A leave for ten days at the end of year, was planned to analyze myself about all the toxic emotions, wrongdoings those I had in this year and write a lot to get over all those, to express my innocence through these writings, so that I can plan a new year, but it seemed like my surrounding was not cooperating with me in doing this... why does always it happen with me...! I became mad...feeling like to have a heavy dose of sleeping pills and to sleep till my personal laptop gets repaired.

After an hour of turmoil of mind, when I realized that nothing is under my control, the only thing what I can do is that to recall all of my teachings once again and try to rectify those, as I have learnt more

about those during these days, I started updating those using my tab, even though it was difficult to update all the diagrams using a tab.

I realised it becomes difficult to rectify something which has already happened, instead I need to concentrate not to repeat any mistake for the future activities...then what I was doing....wasting my NOW,thinking about my past incident. So, I have to utilize my NOW, by planning all the training materials without any mistake, so that once I get my laptop, I can start working on those immediately.