My Melting Heart

We all know the feeling. Your heart melts around a person who feels like home but you don’t tell them as you can’t pay the price of losing them. 

He is really nice, I keep saying to my friends. He is really special, I keep saying to myself. He is a person who never lets his circumstances rule him. He is the conqueror of his own thoughts, conquerer of his life. He has a different zest for life. I didn’t have it in myself to go with grace. I can’t be brave enough to let him know. But unknowingly he has made me happy.

He just won’t ever know, till the time it’s okay. My eyes feel blessed at the sight of him. I am not in love. I am in heaven with a heart filled with happiness. And it’s okay to be sad about it sometimes as I know I am not good enough. I can’t be good enough. I am just me. And someday you will love me. I can’t fit in. You are not like the regulars. I’m still trying everything to keep you. I hope you don’t mind.