Love....

I know it's too late, I know I don't deserve you, I know I'm not the one you have been looking for but how can I ever explain this to my heart. 

Your gloomy eyes, your infectious smile, your studly appearance, your floral scent has always knocked me down. Every time I saw you through the corner my eyes, I've fallen in love with you. You have always entrapped me in your alluring beauty. How can I ever dispose of you from my mind?

Our every plain talk was special to me, I've always revered the time we spent together. You just ambushed me the way you do to everyone. I know I'm just another girl who fell to your traps but how can I ever explain this to my senses, who neglects its duty upon seeing you.

Every time I saw you with another girl, the jealousy that I usually hide overruled my senses. When I saw your eyes hunting someone else, it anguished my heart. 

They say we'll overcome, they say it will pass as the time roles but even today you are the only reason I believe in love, you are the only one that I want to see, your scent is the only aura I want to sniff. 

But I know it's not right. But how can I tell to my eyes not to search for you, how can I stop aspiring you, how can I say my senses not to admire you? 

How can I stop my heart from leaping at your every glance, how can I tutor my heart not to feel anything for you, how can I explain to my heart the differences between us, how can I reason out to my heart of why I'm not worthy of having you because my heart only feels and never thinks.

How can I ever stop myself from loving you?