Letters to Hope

Jammy and Muuzi were close friends. They used to hang out a lot.

Muuzi or Moazzam was battling depression. He sought help from a therapist named Trisha she was his friend too .

Trisha was a confident strong ambitious girl. 

Muuzi had only his mother in this world after he had lost his father few years ago.

His life revolved around his mother and his friend Jammy. 

Both friends were like brothers.

There was a time when Muuzi wanted to serve his nation he wished to become a soldier. But destiny had its other plans.

After death of his father. Suddenly his life changed. 

They were struggling financially.

His mother had said no to his army career

As she could not bear to lose her only son after his father's demise. 

She urged him to complete his education first and then look for some other job.

So it shattered Muuzi's dream of becoming a soldier.

Days passed weeks and years but Muuzi was not happy.

He was struggling.

He needed help.

Trisha was a psychologist and had done some diploma from United Kingdom.

She was a certified therapist.

After a few sessions and a little medication he felt better.

But the problem escalated after a couple of months.

Muuzi used to dream of becoming a soldier in the Indian army. But suddenly due to circumstances he had to give up on his dream.

Soon he began hallucinating he would have sleepless nights.

But after he sought medical help his condition improved.

He was only twenty years old.

Now there was another big problem bigger than before.

Trisha had entered his dreams.

Trisha was beautiful smart and a woman he really respected.

But she was older than him belonged to another caste and was not interested in a twenty year old depressed boy.

The list of problems was even longer so he tried to keep it to himself and decided not to discuss it with any one at all.

But this escalated the whole problem even more.

But it was very difficult to keep everything inside so he started keeping a diary where he poured his heart out. 

Everyday he would write about his feelings he had for her without sharing or naming her in his secret diary.

This way he kept his heart and mind a little bit relaxed and relieved.

Soon he started performing better in his college. He felt lighter and better.

Jammy was happy that finally his friend was happy.

His mother too thought that his son had finally put his past dreams behind.

Trisha told him that he could discontinue the therapy sessions and she felt that little medication was enough.

Muuzi felt bad and miserable but being the private and shy type could not say how he felt for her.

Trisha further told him she would go back to her family in a week's time she added she would miss him.

This broke his heart.

That day he cried a lot.

In anger and frustration he took a lot of sleeping pills.

Hearing all this his friend rushed to his house.

Moazzam was in a unconscious state.

After searching his belongings Jammy found his diary and his letters .

Soon he understood all the situation.

He told everything to Trisha.

She was not ready for all this.

She was shocked and saddened.

Yet she said she'll help his friend.