Letter To My Akka

16.03.2023

Thursday

10:15 AM

Dear Akka,

Not every day can be like 'Every cloud has a silver lining.' Yes, in the morning, I knocked hard on the door, and everything did not feel normal as per my feelings. Yesterday at 6:50 PM, Yuvaraj sir, Illavarasan, Srikanth, and I went to Vimal Jothi Hospital. Later, we all ate dosa, paratha, omelet, and returned around 10:20 PM. This morning around 9:05 AM, my akka met with an accident as a biker crashed and fled. Jaga told me this at 9:20 AM. I was speechless seeing her; I couldn't control my tears but managed to keep them in check. In the exam hall, I saw my akka writing well, but the pain she faced was apparent. After she went home, she burst into tears and asked not to mention this to Jaga. God, why do you show your game on us!? Please let us have some peaceful life without encountering any problems. I appreciate Jaga; as my akka screamed before cutting the call, this made him feel fishy. He reached KG Tech from SNS within 3 mins. I feel that I'm unable to help my akka as every time I call her akka but didn't help. SORRY KA!!! Lord, I request her wound to heal soon and come back to college by tomorrow. God, please show some concern for her.

Lovable brother,

SN

04.04.2023

Tuesday

8:30 PM

Dear Akka,

I feel like I've indulged in your presence, espresso, and onsora, that ''In pain, even a thorn seems to know sleeping,'' a relatable poetry to you. I don't know the sound I make for you, but I really want and wait for you...just to spend some last few words with you. I believe in ''every cloud has a silver lining,'' but for me, it's like raining on someone's parade. Let that be an end or a comma. Waiting for you to see; let the roses get wrong, but not the days I stayed with you.

Lovable brother,

SN

06.04.2023

Thursday

11:05 PM

Dear Akka,

''All the world's a stage where men and women are actors...'' I didn't understand what crossed into my life. Even very emotionally closed ones hurt you for no reason, like attending a stress interview. All happens for a reason where those sayings vanished. The mind says one thing, but in delivery, it changes as they may get hurt. The people I believed started to leave. It sounds like I'm in a mid-sea, afraid of attachments. "I'll be there" and "coming" are just words from friends. I'm happy in a mixed-market system...

Lovable brother,

SN

09.04.2023

Sunday

02:50 PM

Dear Akka,

My akka said she's not going to speak with me for a week because I cut my hand; it made her vexed, and there I saw the love she had for me...!! The care which she had but wasn't expressing openly. I'm sorry and don't know when you'll accept my apologies, but one thing, ''direction may end not the journey..!!'' So just a small sacrifice is not such a big crime as it's been pictured as a murder/suicide/self-harm. Some pains are unexplainable. Believe that I don't want to commit anything without any particular reason. So it's all based on you, and the way on me is not playing emotionally with you. I again request you to forgive me, not leave me, but if you leave me, I'm a corpse (physically and mentally) as I'm too attached to you. ''Ethaium ethirpaarpu indri vazpavan.''

Lovable brother,

SN

19.04.2023

Wednesday

02:05 PM

Dear Akka,

I think you're doing great, and I want to say something. By the end of this month, I'm going to come home, and please keep this little secret, that for the past 5 years, I was in love with a girl who has come to our home too. Now we both are ready for marriage and got acceptance from her side for marriage. So I request you to support me and accept our marriage.

Lovable brother,

SN

I was waiting for your reply, but as we're in a war, I bet it will reach your hand before I hop into the box. Although after marriage, I won't be able to spend much time with her, as I feel incomplete by not speaking with you. On the other side, one of my friends died due to a collapse, but I doubt something is wrong. I think you know whom I'm speaking about...yes, it's Varun Kumar.D.

...to be continued