Forever Pain

So let's pour my heart out because today I can't feel it. I want to cry but I couldn't because my skin is burning while my eyes are freezing. My steps drawl its natural path, yet it is taking lots of energy. I am feeling empty, empty as such no soul. Brain has gained it's weight on my head that I feel ghostly. 

Today, I should have been shattered but, I'm afraid to be. Because, now, I have no one. Now, in real sense I have an empty life. My only relation that was worthy of county has disappeared. 

My sole soul got real impression of loneliness because that's what I deserve. I tried my everything to make new friends, create an image but seems like I am worthy of emptiness. My only friend left me.  I took a large weighted step and walked on the empty road. But, it was terrifyingly painful. As soon as I got out, and turned. 

My doppelganger sleeping peacefully on the road where I just stepped. Her pretty face somehow became soulless. Dark circle deep around eyes, which were covered with tears. I took a look at myself and a wave of shock returned to my now non-existence heart. I was transparent, a ghost. And, the world has ended for me. No one knows and cared but the one thing that made me neutrally happy and sad had gone. Now, it's forever of pain. 

"Help me, please someone ...." Words out of mouth went unheard.