Finding Oneself

Memories fade away slowly and then they get buried deep inside. Later we don't even know if there were such memories.

It was hard for her to bring herself back. The chaos in her head was difficult to cope with. Numerous voices pass on at once and Leila would feel it as if there was a hurricane in her head. For her, life was a journey to be lead with courage and bravery. Each day she pushes herself to act, and tries to be strong.

Leila was contented with her wild thoughts and she finds most of her time living in it. To come out of that world and to live each day she needs effort. Sometimes she needs time to get acquainted with a new environment. The smell of that place, the trees and the plants, the air, everything needs to come in tune with her body and mind. It's because the aura of places differ.

Leila often gets drowned in the hurricane of thoughts and loses herself. It seems there are different Leila's in her. She often encounters the Leila who is fragile and weak. It was hard for her to deal with this one. Leila feels her memories are buried inside the fragile one. Amidst the chaos, she needs to search for the saner Leila, and bring herself back.