You

If I could, I would take it all back

Not hurt you and leave,

Knowing that I made you crack.

The pain of being a person who can just take away someone's hopes,

Like the crash of a van.

It was so fast, so sudden,

You were mine but then.You weren't

But never with intentions, so cruel

So heartless, so cold.

To just leave you in a pool

Of blood. From the hole that

I assume now fills your heart.

I'd rather take a bat

And tear myself apart, like the piñata that I -

It moves too fast.

My breath no longer seeming to last

It's not in the past.

How could you be so rash.

To believe it's not a crash.

When I'm just smashed.

I can't remember not being in love with you. Or how it felt before I -

Maybe it doesn't matter,

This an illusion of me thinking I was important.

I wish I could stop the clatter

Of my heart when I see

You.