Writing For You

I write with a jet black ink

To make my words last longer.

I press hard on paper to

Make a lasting impression -

So my writings about 

You won't fade.

I have a diary full of pages with

Half written sentences,

Trying to comprehend you

Or perhaps understand you.

Life was black and white

With clear distinctions,

Especially between love and hate.

Had clear directions for

No particular destination.

But then I started to write about you

With nothing in mind and

How my preset distinctions 

Started to blur!

Because I love you and I hate you,

I adore you but then I abhor you.

If there's any easy way to say it,

It would be to call you a tsunami

Because

You taught me to let go and

You taught me to stay afloat.