Wonder

Sometimes I wonder

How life would have been 

If I have never met you

Never known the shivers of love,

The pain of broken heart,

The zeal of making you happy,

And the stupid thought of living the way you wanted me to,

How life would have been 

If I have chosen myself over you,

If I hadn't been an idiot in believing we'll be together forever,

If I hadn't lost myself in order to embrace your love

I wonder how my past, present and future would had been different without you..

Well it would have been different 

But beautifully different I am sure