Wishes lead to hope

I wish I wish I wish
Each fallen eyelash I see
The same thing on my mind
For you to come back to me

I wish onto each 11:11
Say your name like a hundred times
Way too hard for me to absorb
That I have lost my shining sublimes

I'll make a wish about you 
Everytime I blow out candles 
Praying that you return 
Return to me before everything dismantles

You'll always be my shooting star
The light that followed in the dark 
Baby please don't kill your love 
I hope we find back our spark 

I throw coins into the river 
While one flows out of my eyes 
Your face had that shimmer 
Like sparkling stars in cloudy skies 

I tried begging god
Begging for a return 
That felt like home 
But he won't let me unlearn 

Maybe hope keeps me alive 
Everytime god dims the light 
Maybe it was a love story
Or maybe it is really something,
Something out of my sight 

To not let you go
I had done all I could
Asked for nothing but you
You've always been in my every touch wood 

Each dandelion I witness
It goes back to that time of ours
As I close my eyes 
And wish it finds me again without leaving scars

Because who am I?
If I don't give you the garden 
When you gave me a flower 
And who am I? 
If I don't give you the world 
When you just gave me the scars 

And everything that I own
Just feel like ours 
It all goes to memories 
Of our past scars