Wishes lead to hope

I wish, I wish, I wish
On each fallen eyelash I see
With my heart yearning 
for you to return to me 

I wish on each 11:11
Say your name like a hundred times
Way too hard for me to absorb
that I have lost my shining sublimes

You’re always on my mind
Every time I blow out candles
Praying that you return,
return to me before it all dismantles

You’ll always be my shooting star
The light that followed in the dark
Baby, please don’t give up
I pray for us to find back our spark

I throw coins in the river,
While one flows out of my eyes
Once you brought me that shimmer
like shining stars in cloudy skies

I tried begging god
begging for a return,
Maybe I’ll keep begging
cuz he won’t let me unlearn 

Maybe hope is what keeps me alive
every time god dims the light
Maybe it was a love story
Or maybe it was really something,
something out of my sight

To not let you go, 
I had done all I could,
Asked for nothing but you,
You’ve always been my every “touch wood”

Each dandelion I witness
It all goes back to the time of ours’
As I close my eyes again,
and wish it finds me again
without leaving scard

Because who am I?
If I don’t give you the garden,
when you gave me a flower,
And who am I?
If I don’t give you the world
When you just gave me the scars

And everything that I own,
Just feels like ours
It all leads back,
back to the memories of ‘scars’.