Who Am I?
Who Am I?
Who am I?
I know I am nothing special
And full of flaws
An individual, a dreamer
Maybe sometimes against the laws.
Who am I?
What do I love?
What are my desires?
Where will I go?
I am still stuck in the past
And I worry the future fate
I am stuck between black and white
Or maybe I am just grey.
I really want to know
Who I am?
So I go to personality tests to understand
But I end up more confused
Of where I actually stand,
But I think labels are not necessary
So why do I keep going back to it
That same self introspection land.
Wait,
I know small things like
I hate goodbyes
I am constantly anxious inside
I cling to memories
And I am not so love treasury
But wait,
Ain't I a mess
Or maybe I am a struggle I guess
Am I enough
Or something more or less?
I am all my scars
And maybe some society implicated thoughts
I am all the stars within
And maybe I need to unlearn, somethings that were taught
I am all my relationship knots
And I am the one who in herself is caught.
I am the one who judges you
For being a certain way
I am the one who gets judged
For potraying this pretentious play,
I am the one who tries
The trial to fit in the either sides
Trial to make my self more relatable
More likable, more tangible
More acceptable
But
Do I need to question myself
Or let myself just be?
Who am I?
I am a human
And humans evolve
I change as I live
So I guess I will just have to wait
With time and see
To know a better me.