What Was??

What was my fault,

I did not come back home?

Roamed all around,

Wasting every pound.

You did not think how lonely I am,

Waited always near the river dam.

For happiness to come,

Knock my door once.

Every time I drank that potion,

Of all my emotions.

Full of sadness, there was an ocean,

Where happens every time explosion.

Slowly-slowly I became lonely

Noone to love me truly.

What was my fault?

I did not drink the water with salt??