What The Hell Am I Thinking

Just need a separate world all alone for me, just for me

No guidance, no judgement, no help

No cooperation, no love, no hatred

No strength, no fragility, no reactions

No attractions, no repulsion, no hurt

No pain, no aversion, no emotions

No thoughts, no feelings, no joy

No stimulus, no response, no actions

No hardships, no laziness, no worries

In total nothing is necessary for sometime

And then let me have my own time in that world

Then just send me back to the real world

That is filled with all this may be then I can understand,

Handle and impart them better

I know it is highly impossible but just let me create

Something like that in my mind

Like that because we can't stop thoughts