unwinding love

Am I the selfish one here?

Am I playing with your feelings?

For girl, you have made me feel good about my existence,

but I still am not aware of my feelings,

Romantically it seems impossible to love you,

not because you are bad,

but I am not what you might expect me to be,

It hit me hard when you confessed,

am I leading an innocent soul into some kind of mess, is what I felt,

but sooner I had this known comfort-belt,

which told me, 

you are just a cute butterfly,

buzzing on a flower who would fly away once you get a better rose,

but you didn't left,

and to my amaze,

I wonder if I actually lead you ahead,

you ask me now if I can be your love,

I don't know girl,

for if I am into this kind of world,

or if you know of what you are asking,

I love you but I guess I don't love you the way you do,

or maybe I do,

I am not just a Braveheart.