Unstable Balance

Thoughts swirling-

Crashing like waves

against the shore.

Fears protruding-

Exploding like a

volcano

up into the air.

Reality distorting-

Clouding like a

fog-covered field.

Heart longing-

Begging like a homeless man

often has to beg for a meal.

Body shivering-

Freezing down through

my bones to my soul.

Head spinning-

Twirling like a horse

on a never-ending carousel.

Soul wondering-

Simply just pondering

like a proven genius.

Moral shaken-

Jumping like a boy who has been

exposed to his own weakness.

Faith leaving-

Packing up and relocating

to somewhere else stable.

Eyes tearing-

Like a child cries under

the kitchen table.

Balance fading-

Falling like a river-bound

kind of suicide.

Future wobbling-

Realizing how truly lost

that I truly am inside.