Unintentionally Abused

How do you smile unto eternity

When your abode reeks negativity

How shall the sunshine 

When acid rains are the norm 

Which propose severity

Disable

Disabled

Not just physical

But mental-emotional psychological 

How do you laugh when your atmosphere cries

How do you seek truth

When it's all nothing but lies

Avoid ignore accept & move! 

Jealous of the ones having it all

A rosy portrayal

An illicit truth

Strength is thy 

You have to choose

Even if it's cozy

Being vulnerable in someone's arm 

And groove

Oh my! 

Where lies the fault line

Karma of past

Surely claimed to be a b***h

Karma is nothing but a bloody witch

You pounced on the inspiration

Hounded and sapped out life

Even after thorough perspiration

Yielded thunder of sorrows

Laughing all over on my Haphazardly

Distorted plight

You must be laughing somewhere 

Witnessing your creations die

Have mounted a lot of hope

Still, after every hour, I sigh

No reason

No meaning 

No change

No care

Aborted kith

Endure the pain

A cancer of heart, mind, and soul

That is all I am left with

Bleak voice echoing day and night

Screaming for help

Help

Help!!! 

Somebody help! 

How do you shine inside a deep well?

An only deep well within the light glows & goes off

Blinding truth 

Lifelong

That glows within & eventually just dies within

Silently