The Perfect Imperfections

Doors creak,

While the nightmares seek.

The world hides in the shadow of dark,

While my eyes lose their spark.

My beloved mother nature,

Turns into the scary, ghostly creature.

The sparkling which erased all my fears,

Is now a pain giving drain, making me cry little salty tears.

My life seems like it lost something it never found,

I always feel guilt, surrounding me all around.

I broke into pieces the day the heavy storm I met,

And that dark day, I will never forget.

I care for all’s emotions, never take their test,

And to make everyone happy, I always try my best.

But no one seems to notice,

Any of the efforts that I practice.

The world thinks I am always wrong,

And sometimes, I think my life stretched a bit too long.

I just want to leave everything, and die,

And am tired of hearing' try, try, try'

But everybody thinks I am doing a drama,

And just showing off a fake trauma.

Nobody cares for my feelings,

For they are good at hurting rather than healing.

I want to stay away from any affection,

And this was,

  MY PERFECT IMPERFECTION