The Other Side Of The Sun

I’m sorry I ran

I be sorry to regret it

For I’ve tried to lose my ego, it keeps on tracking me

And I’ve tried to relocate, but for as far as I may go I’m still a host for such misery

A broken piece of art that attracts attention

A heart beating for a frail body even after facing damage

Yet the stitches I get are more scars

I’ve been drowning in somber

Such like the sun hiding behind the rain clouds, perhaps there’s no hope

my heart burns like a star, but I am still nobody’s hope

I’m tired of the hollowness, I want my void filled like space

I want someone to look at me with a smile written right on their face

withal a numb feeling of ecstasy

I'm always happy when I'm sad, you just can't see it

I’ve not treated me well, nor entirely fairly

But your words, I try as much as hard to ignore

To care not about your opinions, yet what’s loud, your words are

be that as it may I’ve tried to be, not of lonely soul

Ney solo I wish to ride with these, these demons of my own