Social Awkwardness

I despised my social awkwardness Because I felt it drained my happiness
 It made me wear a shy mask
 Dealing with the world became a tough task
 I felt I was a big loser
Awkwardness attacked me with a focus of a laser
It made me carve a path inwards
 And kept me away from social birds
 It set ablaze my ego and kept me grounded
 Inner sanctuary is a place I landed
 It came as a blessing in disguise
Not to make me weak but wise
 I embrace my social awkwardness
 That has opened an inner portal of happiness
 I don't see it as an imperfection
 It is a medal I wear with perfection