Sleepless Nights!!

There are many 

Sleepless nights, 

Which are my daily bites!

Ask my pillow, 

It tells you about the 

Secret of it's weight gain!

The way I cried 

In your reminiscence, 

The way how I embraced 

It to forget my pain

Which is hidden behind 

My faulty smile.

I don't know why I'm 

Over thinking about you!

Even I don't know how 

Much you miss me

When I leave you for

A week or a month!

Do you really miss me

The way I miss you?

I wanna say something 

About how I feel

when I think about you.

I feel some sort of pain 

In my heart,

Some sort of numbness 

In my veins, 

Some sort of anger

In my mind,

Some sort of restlessness 

In my brain.

I wanna cry louder and 

Louder to keep calm my heart!

I wanna shout like anything 

To hide my hidden pain!

I wanna hurt myself external 

To cure my internal pains!

But these are all not the 

Solutions for my mental cure!

You know what?

Your single message

On my notification bar,

Your number on my

Ringing phone,

Your voice which talks 

About us; Your smile

Which express your love,

Your scolding

Which Express your care,

Your sweet good night 

Which gives me a sound sleep!