SHINNING DREAMS & LOVE

Dream of an IPS officer and visiting LABSNAA,

Venus, in the seemed to real more than fantasy like cream to cake as IPS to life.

Then as spring comes the school days, innocent, shined in our own Role Models and fantasies,

questioning on every laws of life, focusing on things beyond the bound, dreaming of being a superman, flying with birds...

and what not !!!!!!!

While the only headache was school homework with no worries of life having no place for maturity,

still always was a latecomer to school Assembly, finding reasons to write in diary accompanied by my bestie.

WHY I WAS LATE!!!

Being totally indiscipline, still dreaming to crack UPSC without knowing what was it?

life is complete with some chit chatting friends, good food,

whose wishes were even fulfilled without being demanded and thinks the most happiest thing in world is to get a cotton candy.

MATURITY AND REALITY HITS HARD.....AND EXPECTATIONS LINGERS,,,,,,,,,,

Then suddenly hits the nightmare of BOARD EXAMS with million dreams,

expectations connected to it and the age reaches and Oxytocin secretion goes up,

start feeling butterflies and falling for that imperfect, still perfect person.

and BOOM!!!!!!

Imaginary bubble of love bursts one day having a lot of emotions, lot to say still,

feeling lonely in the whole world and hating urself as always.

AND SUDDENLY FLASHBACK OF DREAMS occupy that emptiness of mine.

The dream of IPS lingers in my mind as the brightest star of the whole constellation conspiring me to achieve it,

me joining the missing pieces to my puzzle and my faded dreams.

Time flies but my height does not, me changing my dreams from IPS TO IAS, introducing the most imperfect version of myself,

believing in self love still falling for same old bubble sweet as sour making promises and rediscovering yourself,

for other but striving at night to get the VENUS of my life, by hitching my wagon to VENUS.

Now the night seems to be small with fainted sleep and dream and alarm seems to be the only source,

responsibilities wake me up.....

still longing a little bit time spent with that forever person as always bringing laughter to my pain,

bringing sunshine to my life, still longing for that imperfect person among the billons.