Second Love

I chose again to love

Amidst the distance and the separation

To trust, to hope, to be yours again

To yet hold you close to my heart, ignore the pain

I choose to believe in your love for me

To trust the feelings that I see

To remember the truth in your eyes

Our mutual need to realize

There will come moments of doubt

Hours and days may pass in hopelessness

You will pull apart and so may I

But our reality is not something to deny

I need you, this much I know

Just as much as you need me too

Indifferent I cannot be anymore

Unrelenting or cold to you

Losing you again is not pain, its much beyond

Not something that I can go through again

You still matter the way you once did

It goes so deep that its my reality

I cant promise sweetness always

I'll hurt myself, even hurt you some days

I'll disappoint, let you down

There will be coldness, you'll be on your own

But through the bitterest of colds

Our memories will light the fire

Your warmth that once ran through me

Will burn again, brighter and higher.