Raging Demons

It feels so numbing, I feel such a pain,

It's like the world is burning, but obviously it’s all in my brain.

The fear of the failure made me easy to comprehend,

Of the things that I’ve lost and less about the things I’ve gained.

When I share myself with others, a part of my soul leaves me;

How can I defeat, please tell me how can I defeat, these raging demons inside of me?

They make me feel pain, they make me hate love, they make me see stains in everything untouched;

They make me feel nervous even when I’m not shunned, they make me make all turned stones unturned.

They killed my dreams; they shattered my heart,

I wondered where they were from the start.

“Oh, we never left, dear boy!” they exclaimed with a strut,

“You made us,” they said, “When you couldn’t cope with the hurt.”

I saw it now, but I guess it was too late to see,

The effects that these demons, these raging demons had on me.

So, I closed my eyes and shut my mouth

Waiting for the end to clear my doubt,

But the end never comes, and life says “You have to wait and see.”;

To see these raging, raging demons get a hold of me.