Pain Of A Jobless

A long queue

Enormous excitement, nervousness,

Hopes and aspirations...

Rays of the scorching summer sun and sweltering heat were assessing my patience

To bear the grueling heatwave

After five hours long waiting

They declared their verdict

That I was rejected.....

When I reached home mother hugged me

Wiped my sweat and revealed her hidden desire to listen to my success

Though my pain of failure was unbearable 

Still, I made the best efforts to smile

Because my smile was the last ray of hope for my mother

There was the fire of hunger within me

Despite reluctancy, I satiated the pangs of hunger with the affection of my mother

That night was like a torture for me

In the morning I started my another journey to search for a job

But still, I digested rejection

What are the next options?

How much frustration and desperation

Will I digest?

Despite hard endeavors, dedication

I was witnessing failures and rejections

Since I am a youth 

I have to struggle with these impediments

With the best weapon patience

I know my unemployment is my demon

Who can kill my all pleasures of life

But still, I am prepared to fight with 

All the darkened tomorrow

O patience!

Bestow your grace to keep my desire to fight alive until success comes.....