Not Now
Not Now


It lures me anew
Wondrous, tantalizing
A star was lost for this abyss
Near which I am getting pushed
Tapering resistance of mine
Tiresome, so tiresome.
Oh, I am plunging
God, please hand me a cord
It is not to hang, but to hold
Vainly, on to everything, everyone.
Even so, do I want to grasp on to an
Unfathomable realm, void of love?
Pray, I am drowning
The perfidious surface doesn't seem too far
Lo, it will be soon.
Ergo, the sun wo
n't kiss my face anymore
Ah, the frigidness would shroud me
So icy an embrace.
Emancipate me
Hell, I don't wish to feel any more
Empathy, one ray is all I need but
Little sun of mine died long ago
Placed in its space a black hole
Mercilessly trying to suck me in.
Exhausting it was, my love
No matter how much I sought
Oh, to find reason in this unreason
To have failed so wretchedly
To find faith, which I did
Only not in this soul, not now.