Not Now

It lures me anew

Wondrous, tantalizing

A star was lost for this abyss

Near which I am getting pushed

Tapering resistance of mine

Tiresome, so tiresome.

Oh, I am plunging

God, please hand me a cord

It is not to hang, but to hold

Vainly, on to everything, everyone.

Even so, do I want to grasp on to an

Unfathomable realm, void of love?

Pray, I am drowning

The perfidious surface doesn't seem too far

Lo, it will be soon.

Ergo, the sun won't kiss my face anymore

Ah, the frigidness would shroud me

So icy an embrace.

Emancipate me

Hell, I don't wish to feel any more

Empathy, one ray is all I need but

Little sun of mine died long ago

Placed in its space a black hole

Mercilessly trying to suck me in.

Exhausting it was, my love

No matter how much I sought

Oh, to find reason in this unreason

To have failed so wretchedly

To find faith, which I did

Only not in this soul, not now.