No People from Past

Though alive I still think the world as a hell...

What shouldn't be loved...

To me hell is not being able to trust the person that I should trust the most...

If I told you we were good before what will cause a return for regret?

And everytime before you gave me a start now I'll end it my way...

Would you still trust me to the worse?

Wrap your arms to my weakness,

As you woe all my secrets...

Now I wanna confess that my people from my past had made me do what I never supposed to do by makin' theirselves no more mine;

They were too close too me now the only thing left in them is my name in their mind...

Drawing my spirit into the present,

I'm managing to meet someother,

If I don't do anything death comes to me;

And true change scares another...

So I had to change everything...

I wish no people from past,

People who left me first, forget me worse;

Now they want me cuz its too mean;

I never wanted to do so but you made me do the scene;

So I wish me no people from past could reach me...

I don't want your memories that make my tears comeback;

I don't want your love which made me so loosen to my path for attack;

I don't need you for any kinda support;

So don't reach me by any feels that make me miss your trust...

My old words say; love the one who loves you, hate the one who hates you but, care for everyone even if they won't care for you...

But my new words say; 

Who cares show them empathy,

Who loves show them sympathy,

But to those who make it worse,

Show 'em the taste of hatred with unbeatable invulnerability...

And I want no people from past;

Who miss me...