Nightcrawler

I've always questioned the purpose of my existence in this life,

The existence of the demons inside of me battling to de-top each other,

The misery around that annihilates me completely and keeps me awake the entire night making me an insomniac and forbids me to think rationally.

I'm becoming the sociopath that I always intended not to be,

The hallucinations bewilders me and leaves me insane.

I can't fathom the difference between this reality and the simulated universe.

The oblivious state of my mind makes me palpable and distressed.

Your presence in my life was a blessing but now that you've gone, it has become dreary.

The thing that always trigger me is that whether it was really love or a charade of yours that manipulated me into thinking that life can be passable.

I was never an adorer of God but your appearance in my life made me believe his existence,

But life's never constant and now you've left me completely shattered,

Begging for a little clemency that seems to be exhausted completely.

My obsession with you has made me a sinner and the sin that I have committed is betraying my instincts and falling for the enticing words of yours.

I wish I could untie myself from the shackles of your love but your impeccable yet devilish smile intoxicates me and leave me bewildered.

You might be far away from me but you're always close to my heart,

Coz I'm just some lost wanderer who's an adorer of exquisite art.