New beginning

Before I am born again as a whole new being

I shattered myself to another level.

A level that had no limits,

felt an endless tunnel.

I chose the destruction of my own

because of my self-created hurts.

Nobody told me to hurt,

tearing myself apart; time and again I danced on the beats of my misery.

Why? Why it took so many painful attempts to fight pain only?

Why it came to light to fight the darkness at the end?

Why didn't I fight earlier knowing I could do that?

My new beginnings began with a mere question,

If I really want to come out of it or not?

And who I was lying to all along, everyone knew.

I wiped off my tears and stood up holding the clean slate,

No more, it ends here. 

Because I am reborn again to go long way,

but this time I will handle my fall with grace.