My Mistake

I thought about everything. 

What I've been thought. 

Looking back now I see it. 

My mistake. 

You were just my illusion of perfect love.

Deciding to trust you I lost a piece of me.

Still remembering the lies. 

The deceit. 

You wanted to watch me bleed and make me suffer.

Lying there on the floor silently crying. 

Screaming from the inside. 

Not knowing will survive. 

Thinking about why you did this to me.

On purpose?

For fun?

What was the reason? 

It was tearing me apart. 

The fault was not mine that you left me alone. 

But still, you made yourself a victim.