My Emotions

My emotions…. They come out of nowhere

They make me feel like I’m stuck in an endless ocean

It’s like they pop out of thin air

My emotions…. They make me have an anxiety attack

I really hate all of those situations

I hate all the happiness that I lack

My emotions…. Why do I always have to cry myself to sleep?

My mind is constantly filled with negative pollutions

I hate wanting to die and having my negative past that I must forever keep

My emotions…. Please someone help me please

Being happy is my notion

So I cry and I pray while I fall to my knees

My emotions…. Why do I blame myself for everything?

Now I feel I have to go on with my life in endless caution

I must do this because of my depression and anxiety feeling

My emotions…

My emotions…

My emotions…