My Childhood Home I See Again

Part 2

But here's an object more of dread 

Than ought the grave contains-- 

A human form with reason fled, 

While wretched life remains. 

Poor Matthew! Once of genius bright, 

A fortune-favored child-- 

Now locked for aye, in mental night, 

A haggard mad-man wild. 

Poor Matthew! I have ne'er forgot, 

When first, with maddened will, 

Yourself you maimed, your father fought, 

And mother strove to kill; 

When terror spread, and neighbors ran, 

Your dange'rous strength to bind; 

And soon, a howling crazy man 

Your limbs were fast confined. 

How then you strove and shrieked aloud, 

Your bones and sinews bared; 

And fiendish on the gazing crowd, 

With burning eye-balls glared-- 

And begged, and swore, and wept and prayed 

With maniac laught[ter?] joined-- 

How fearful were those signs displayed 

By pangs that killed thy mind! 

And when at length, tho' drear and long, 

Time smoothed thy fiercer woes, 

How plaintively thy mournful song 

Upon the still night rose. 

I've heard it oft, as if I dreamed, 

Far distant, sweet, and lone-- 

The funeral dirge, it ever seemed 

Of reason dead and gone. 

To drink it's strains, I've stole away, 

All stealthily and still, 

Ere yet the rising God of day 

Had streaked the Eastern hill. 

Air held his breath; trees, with the spell, 

Seemed sorrowing angels round, 

Whose swelling tears in dew-drops fell 

Upon the listening ground. 

But this is past; and nought remains, 

That raised thee o'er the brute. 

Thy piercing shrieks, and soothing strains, 

Are like, forever mute. 

Now fare thee well--more thou the cause, 

Than subject now of woe. 

All mental pangs, by time's kind laws, 

Hast lost the power to know. 

O death! Thou awe-inspiring prince, 

That keepst the world in fear; 

Why dost thos tear more blest ones hence, 

And leave him ling'ring here?