Me and you

When I say,

I hate myself,

I don't really just say it,

Coz I feel it more than the words sounding to you.

When I say I am ok,

I really mean it,

Coz so much around me and you isn't ok,

So whatever I am,

However I could be, I really must be ok.

And at most times,

When I don't say anything at all,

I really appreciate if you can adjust my silence,

Coz there's a lot of noise here,

And stillness is better for you as well as me.

So I thank you,

You are still on this journey beside me,

Though I never asked you to,

I m grateful that I have had you around me,

Just like the wind, the sky and the sun,

And I would be more than happy,

If you could accept me the way I am,

Though it's contrary to an obvious human nature,

And may God bless you,

Just as He has blessed me with you, and everything around me..