Man of False Promises

You promised me ...

The promise

Which you never kept it..

You promised 

Not to cheat 

But you cheated me  

You promised

Not to leave me ever

But you left me in cold

You promised

You will stand for me

You will fight for me

What might be the situation

But you ran away like a coward

You promised

You will love me 

Take care of me

Till your last breath

You told ours is a 

True pure love and friendship

I never left your hand

But you left my hand

You broke me down

Broken my heart, mind and soul

Left me in distress, heartbreak

For a prolonged years

Where I forgot to think

For my future... My life...

My success...

Unanswered to my 

Burning questions......

You chose and 

Got married another

Forgotten me ...

Walked away ..

With no explanations...

No clarity...

You proved that anyone 

Can buy you n ' your love...

You are a saleable item ...

Can be biased and influenced 

Easily by others...

You are not a genuine and strong man

You are indecisive, confused ....

And I never wanna such a saleable piece

To be my person, my man, 

My life partner ...

I ashamed and regret... 

Whenever thoughts came to me

And showing that 

How cheap you are?

How can I had relation 

With you once in past?

You were not a deserving guy

To hold me and such precious

Unconditional true love..

You don't deserve to have 

Such high priestess in your life..

That's why God had removed 

You from my life...

Didn't know that

You are like other cheap

Who was also in rat race, 

Cat and dog race, cheap games

For money, dowry, materials...

Really you had well done

To create your nice false image

Before me as a gentle man

That's why you disappeared 

Suddenly in a fear that 

I shouldn't see your true face 

The real face your illusions

You are just a culprit now

The murderer of my emotions,

Pure true love, sentiments,

Innocence, my dedications, 

My precious time, energy, faith, 

Trust, my golden period of age, dreams, future, my honest efforts, 

My friendships....

Can you give me back all these ?

Can you return all these times and 

The age ?

Can you return all my past years ???

And now you are calling me !!!

To go back to your life

Wow.. 

What a kind of mean, selfish, cruel,

Opportunist you are?

Why? Why should I accept you?

What you have now? 

Do you have your own character,  

Honesty and loyalty ??? 

When you left me 

With no words ..

Left me in silent sufferings....

Broken every promises you did

Never thought once about me ..

How I will live my life ?

How to deal every sufferings,

Every problems all alone ?

With uncertainties, confusions..

When I was crying struggling alone

You were enjoying your marital life

You were in other's embrace

You started and expanded your life

But I stayed and preferred to be single...

Passed all my golden ages of my life

In waiting and waiting.....

Just to know the truth, reason, answers, clarifications....

Now that wants, desires also died..

You are a man of false promises...

You are a man of false images...

You are a man of hidden intentions...

You are a man of hidden agenda...

You are a man of secrets....

You are a man of cruelty...

You are a man of promise breakers...

And now am in a peaceful state

Independent graceful leading 

Classic life and lifestyle.

Am living happily...

Now I want and desire 

To see a real man 

A real man with real action,

Real man with real true unconditional love

Real love, care, loyalty, faith, trust for me....

Real man ...a man of strong determination...

A brave , warrior man of strong character..

A gentle and kind-hearted man...

A real genuine man 

Who will give me 

Ample unconditional true love ,

Care, prosperity.. 

Keep me in happiness, joy.

Who will accept me as a whole as I am

Who will support me in every walks of life..

Who will keep me safe, give me full freedom,

Who will support to fulfill all my goals, desires, wishes of my life..

Who will be my strength not my weakness

Who will lift me not to put me down

Who will enhance my aura and lights.. 

Who will be my best friend..

Who will be always by my side, 

Not ahead not beside...

My fifty fifty life partner...

Who will never let me down....

Never leave me alone ...

A real strong brave man

Who will be my life partner for lifetime....

No more promise I want to hear from anyone ....