Losing ME to ME

A little hole in my heart has turned into a void,

that once frivolous part of my soul destroyed .

A teary journey I take down that misty road,

as those fogged memories overflowed

 Looking into that glass like bottomless lake,

I struggle to distinguish what's real and what's fake.

Those sorrows have turned my eyes crimson red,

while those forcefully stitched wounds suddenly bled.

I cover my face with this spurting blood,

while I drown in my own miserable flood .

Choked with pain as I decide to let go,

losing myself to "myself" steady and slow.