Longing.. Enough?

There is no escape,

To this blood-sucking thoughts,

It is cruel,

To make you dwell,

In the never-ending sad bgms,

You don't know,

Right? 

Whether that person gonna come back,

Or not?

Be it in the love

Or in the war,

We don't know,

Who is gonna survive,

Every melody sounded absurd to her,

The bars & restaurants,

Parties & nightlife,

Taking slow walks,

Waiting for sleep to arrive,

And then to thrash it for some days,

The redness in eyes,

Only represented her desire,

To be destroyed,

In the longing,

For his return,

For his smile,

She sacrificed time,

Is this enough?