Living vs Existing

I'm done...

I said to the pots and pans

Enough of stirring, flipping,

Hands refuse to cooperate 

Igniting flames of

Discontent

I'm done..

I said to the double bed

Cannot change bed linen

Tuck inside the mattress 

Too heavy to lift, no energy

Left

I'm done..

I said to father in heaven

Haven't I done enough penance

Six weeks passed the test

Patience is wearing thin, want some

Rest

I'm done..

With the fear of living under threat

From a deadly virus, 

Fouled up all my plans, with

No signs of change in 

Trend

I'm done..

I said to family and friends

"hang on" they said

I continue to exist, 

Forgotten if I ever did 

Live.