IL'you'sion

"I'm scared that one day I'll wake up and you will not love me anymore. 

I'm scared that you are gonna get fed up with my mood swings and my uncontrollable attacks of sadness. 

I'm scared that you are gonna get sick of my craziness and my need for assurance that you aren't leaving me. 

I'm scared that I'll be ruining the most beautiful thing I've found in my life with all my stupid fears. 

Most of all I'm scared that you'll see me the way I see myself" and yet again with a heavy breath and a sad smile,

I woke up to an empty bed beside me from the same dream that has been haunting me since the day you left.