If You Did, You Would Have

I know it's complicated,

I know it's hard to say,

But if you really wanted,

You must have said it

On very first day.

You changed your thoughts every now & then,

You made me think,

I'm not worth a thing.

You took me for granted

And did the sin, silly me,

I was falling for your stupid grin.

You were like a starlight,

I dreamed about all night,

But for you I was just a falling star

Literally falling for you

For you it was just losing one from the millions

But for me you suddenly became

My reason for existence

It was like we were blessed

You twisted the story,

Made it sound like everything's just a mess

While making up all those beautiful tales

Tell me honey were you ever scared

Of being unveiled, or was it just me;

Blindfolded with the overwhelming

Overwhelmed literally about nothing

That I never noticed that if you felt, even a bit.

You would have done something about it.

That if you ever loved, even a bit.

You would have fought for it.