I won't be able to hold your arm anymore!

I must have held your arm more firmly,

If I knew that you would be leaving me soon,

You would not be standing by my side anymore,

You won't be loving me more,

I won't be able to hold your arm anymore!

My visits to Gurudwaras are not similar,

Like it used to be, 

As I always get carried away with emotions,

It brims my eyes and my heart,

I try to control myself,

To be strong enough,

But...

I can't bear this endless pain!

I won't be able to celebrate,

Any festivals with you anymore,

I won't be able to talk with you anymore,

I won't be able to attend any Sukhmani sahib ji paath,

I won't be able to participate in any Prabhat pheris,

I won't be able to drag you with my errands,

I won't be able to complain about anything,

I won't be able to share my happiness with you,

My poems are becoming popular now, 

But I don't have a great fan like you anymore,

No one is as enthusiastic and excited as you were!

That place will always be empty,

I will still be carrying your Gurudwara's handbag,

I don't want to wash it anymore,

I just want to feel it more!

Hope you and papaji are fine in the heaven🙏