I Often Lost Myself

I often feel lost in his memories,

He forgot me in a few days and ignored me,

I was mad, I still remember him 

I wonder why he has changed so much?

I keep asking, when I don't get a reply,

I tell you about my shortcomings and hide the tears in my eyes and laugh in front of everyone.

I do, I convince myself.

 

I often talk to his memories,

Sometimes I feel his love, the one who used to call me his love,

And now things have changed today,

And... Now...change is always welcome.

There was someone very close to my heart,

Who today silenced me and went away,

He took away my sleep, my happiness 

In the end... One question remains in my mind,

Why has he changed so much?