I Don't Think

I don't think I really love you. 

I can spend days, months, and years without you,

No daily interactions, no calls too,

Can we say love exists, or is it just a distant view?

Love demands connection, love demands fight,

A bitter-sweet symphony that plays through day and night,

But we don't have that, we don't have a sound,

We only have a silence that echoes all around.

I don't have you, but I'm scared to lose,

The thought of you leaving fills my heart with blues,

I don

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't have you, but I'm scared of letting go,

Are you wondering about my insanity, or is it just a show?

In my imagination, I see us together,

Spending our lives, in any kind of weather,

I imagine us starting anew, uniting as one,

Maybe it's just a dream, but I'm scared of being undone.

I'm scared of losing the invisible thread,

That binds me to you, in my heart and head,

I'm scared of losing the hope that I hold,

Of someday being with you, and together growing old.