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Everything makes no sense 

I'm changing my mind within seconds 

I'm not wasting time 

I'm confused 

Trying to understand what is my purpose 

Why God has created me 

I'm stupid but God's knowledge is guiding me 

I'm hungry for success 

I don't take short cuts 

I trust in God's grace 

I believe in my hard work 

I maybe seems weird but I'm doing the right thing.