Have You Ever Wondered?

Have you ever wondered how is it like to feel like a stranger? 

Like a fish out of water 

Like a teardrop in a loud laughter 

Like love in the heart of a hater! 

Have you ever wondered how is it like to feel lost? 

Like a drop in the ocean 

Like a needle in a haystack 

Lost... that you don't know white from black! 

Like walking straight in a destination 

When you know there is no way to go back! 

Have you ever wondered how is it like to feel so confused? 

That you don't know 

When you're treated nicely 

And when you are abused! 

Have you ever felt so much low? 

And you don't know what to do or where to go? 

When you see all the doors around you are locked and closed! 

Have you ever wondered how is it like to be in a non-stop stress? 

When you never feel so sure about something you always have to guess! 

When you feel like crying out loud 

And spit that burden of these hard feelings inside you 

However, these feelings you have to keep & suppress 

Although, you are in the greatest need for a gentle caress! 

Had anyone felt so much pain like this before? 

'Cause that's what I really feel... maybe even more! 

I don't wanna feel like a stranger 

I don't wanna feel lost 

I don't wanna feel confused 

I don't wanna be in a non-stop stress 

I just want to stop this dreadful feeling of loneliness!!